I was running this morning and noticed that the sky was so blue and the air so clear and I was me looking running feeling great feeling like I haven’t in a long time at peace. Even though I was running controlling my breathing and looking ahead avoiding the ice on the pavement I felt at peace. My mind was calm and empty wondrously clear. I remembered once more what I actually am not what I am defined by others and myself as being. This feeling of self is hard to describe. I am both the person who knows computers, music and is doing things, and the person who IS. The person who has had many lives, knows of them and looks forward to reconnecting with the ancient souls I have met before. I know that sounds peculiar but I have met some old souls and we have recognized each other. But I loose this feeling of Self in the business of the day. I loose myself and this is sad in a way because this makes time steal me away from myself. Ok so this doesn’t seem to make much sense but I think it helps me feel more like what I am and what is. So if you got something from it great otherwise I am happy knowing at least I did.
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